scavengers are better!!!

today i went to this ortho place which specializes in equipments and rents them out also etc. they have got just two or three wheelchairs. I needed a wheelchair for my shoot, that should be around 25th - 27th. But these guys were NOT ready to commit if the wheelchair would be available then, it was available NOW!!! so ok we will take one NOW for a week or so, (the rent is something like ten bucks a day) and then we wanted the one wheelchair that had the eXtra rim on the wheel as a support to wheel.... pathetic....

it is so so sad....

is the film really this important.... what if some1 else needs it then... makes you wonder about the whole thing... about as to if one should be making this film only... makes you wonder about film making itself... is all this really this important...

& i was thinking about all this and also simultaneously making sure that i had the wheelchair at my disposal for the shoot.... what s the use of this sort of consciousness anyway...

we had been told before that filmmakers are like scavengers... NOT true... i think scavengers are better...

they say films come out of heart and compassion and blah blah blah... is it????

it is all blah blah only.....

my deskTOP :

do i really have to be part of all this?????

i think i should do something simpler in life,
something where i doNT have to think so much
where i doNT have to give in so much
or get paranoid so much

or maybe i should just change my style of working
or maybe just start working rather than just worrying about it....

what did God do when he was angry????

he made locks.... God-rage locks......
hahhahahahhahahhaha


Why did the truck guy refuse to transport the bad furniture????

because it was a goods carrier.....
hhahahhahahahhaha

filmmaking is a compromise.

i was watching this film - "The F word"... {didNT see the complete thing mind it}

but bsically it is about "free speech" and is based on this radio show called the F word which has been banned by FCC for "obscenity" or something.... so this radio jockey takes to the streets with his wireless transmitter enabled mic..... blah blaH

so he goes onto grouse about the government nd how they are impairing free speech.... and questions as to why is it that the same people (as in the US govt) which fight for smaller government and freedom of markets, why do the same people have problem with "free speech"...


hahahhahhhahhahahahahhahahahhahaha
how did you like that ?????