well, after my last blog, i got this reply from one of my friends ....

"mst say it needs courage to be writing personal stuff on blogs n all"

hmmmm....
dunno y, but is it really that difficult????? or will one be able to wrtie stuff that are personal n all n keep it with oneself.... (the traditional diary concept) but then y write it in the first place?????? coZ of the need to eXpress, the need to get it out... the need to let some1 else peek into it (that some1 else could just be you at some later stage... it still is some1 else... )

some people DONT like the way i write.... its too un literature like... so well, here goes an effort into u becomin you... but the content is going to be fashioned in this sense only, because this is stream of consciousness for me... & eXpression n all.. or else i wont write at all... so well....

& btw all this pretence that this blog is public n all... it aint true... the way am writin is as if its somethin like a public channel or somethin... is it ??????? NO its NOT... i know that NO1 reads this blog... & even if i post somethin or whatever it doesNT really make any difference...... & even after that, i write for it in a way that it becomes a general thing kind of stuff... as in tryin to "archetype" n all coZ the emotions n all we all go through are actually the same...

so courage ????? i DONT think so ....

but this medium is weird... i must say that.... as in its public, yet its private... it has at least a few people like me who post stuff which are personal n all... but hey when one is writing bout emotions n all n how one feels for something, it will become personal... & also whatever i am gonna write its goin to be personal.... i guess.. that much self toh is goin to be there only...

so well... the new title : its a peek into me, is it ?????