floating...

i tried to learn to swim... the first thing they teach you in there is to float... all you gotta do is just be lying in the water, back up... and you gotta keep your head down under water... its amaZing... they taught me a few more things like as to how to actually swim and all (i didNT really learn the whole thing though) but the float part is the most amaZing... its like you are floating man.... its like you air and just floating... a much more thicker air, that s it... but it s like being in a state of fluX... its quite seXy... & somehow it reminds me of how my life has been lately... always in a state of fluX... floating,.. not knowing where you floating to... & not that you are going a long distance or anything... there s a certain sort of anXiousness always, wondering about the right time to get your head out...a sort of anXiousness like we you doNT really know when to get out of it... you doNT want to get out of it... but you have to...its like being in fluX... and once are out of it, you want to get in again... 

it is quite amaZing... i quite love it... just keep floating...i doNT know if i love it all that much in life though...