wow, its been ages since i have come here... its actually been a long long time... (i dONT know how many times i start a post with the first line like this) but this time its actually been too long, mental time space too... now toh this blog is quite redundant anyway, all those ppl who checked it once in a while, or wanted to know what i am upto, would have gone back... my google analytics page shows the number of visits in dark red... even the blogger layout seems so alien... alien... anyway, feels like an alien overall anyway... shifted to a new city, never thought i would be in this city... a complete alien here... in an alien workspace... with an alienated (for me) working process... also worked in a format that s alien to me... a lifestyle that is alien to me... huh!!! trying to figure why i chose to be an alien... feels like Manoj N Shyamalan is going to cast me... hehhehehehhe,...

doNT get me wrong, i doNT think everything alien is BAD... in fact some of it is quite interesting... like new things are good... but alien just makes you feel disconnected, disconcerted... the problem is its been a while and that alien type feeling hasNT gone yet... doNT think it will go but most probably i am just eXaggerating as i always do, by just re emphaisizing... its just that the last few months have been quite unsettling... unsettled from a place which was "home" to a place which is anti home (alien) and then the work, way of work, everything with it... thankfully, the lucky ass that i am, always have nice ppl around me... or rather always have ppl around me who are nice to me... :) and this "series" of events in the past few months has re inforced that thought... nice to meet nice new ppl... getting back in touch with ppl who were home base (& which shattered eventually)... nice :) all sorts of possibilities lie ahead... but nothing that seems to be heading in any direction... in a fluX... getting a bit bored writing this... will STOP here...

just to recap my situation/life...

work... doNT know...

stars... miss them so dearly...

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