Friday, June 02, 2006

hey ppl
this is my first blog, so i dunno what to write, so well i decided to write bout nothin...... so well this is bout the nothing.....

so what is one supposed to write when u talkin bout nothin as such......... jus the nothing ness in life - btw thats my life for NOW!!!!!!!!! havin quit my job n before goin back to studies this is a phase of nothing ness , i believe....... well nothing, what else is nothin ....... that moment of the day , when u finished off with ur work or srtudies or whatever & u dont know what else to do - no parties to go to , no book to read, no friend u particularly wanna talk to..... jus U with urself....... the moment of retrospect..... when u look back at ur day & breath a sigh of relief ( u r doin wht u want to, u achieved somethin - creative, as human, technologically speakin, monetarily ......) or maybe jus regret the whole process life per se or maybe jus feel nothin (maybe u hv resigned to fate, livin life for some1 else doin everythin for somethin which is NOT that important to YOU) .... there are days one feels, all this is useless - the life itself maybe - maybe NOT!!!!!!!!! do u feel so ? do u feel those moments in ur days ? or maybe its jus my imagination ........ but if u do, does nt nothing ness become the most important feelin of em all....... the most important phase of ur life........ when u actually grab hold of what u doin......... or maybe all this is crap ......... well then all this is nothing!!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wel...i am not a as gr8 writer as u r...but now tht v r such gr8 frnds...i can easily relate to this nothingness phase of life. hmm...well nothingness as u said surely gives us time to look back n think abt so many things we would have never thought abt, abt good deeds, abt bad ones, abt wht we believe, abt wht we dont, abt some1 or abt no one, abt life or abt death....
but whtever it is, this nothingness period is the only phase whr one either explores something new or when some1 gets crazy coz thrs nothing new. i hope i was a lil help in those nothingness period of ur life b4 starting studies...(i know i was)
but now...life is damm buys, we r waiitng for time to do nothing but thr is no time for tht... nothingness in mind is something we r waiting desp for so we can think on something we really really want to...but thts the thing we cant get...
but life goes on n on n on n wht more that we r here together