hi ppl
this post is comin after a long long time.......

i dunno y, but i jus felt tht i should be puttin something up in here.... (or i had left it defunct), i am pretty sure tht i DONT hv an audience for this page so i also dunno if any1 would actually read it but NO harm jus shittin stuff out of ur brain ....

well, the other day was a day i was feeling really really low!!!! i dunno y, there was NOTHiN special tht happened on the particular day or there was NOTHiN special i was thinkin of... but jus tht i was feelin really low.... but was i NOT thinkin of anythin.... well..... maybe i was jus feelin lonely, yeah i was... i guess tht s it - i was feelin lonely coZ i was missin some1 i had lost a few yrs ago on that particular reason ... but i DONT believe in dates DONT make any diff to me but why does this happen then ?????!!!!!???? am i being hypocrytic ????!!!!??? i DONT know but dates DONT matter me as such.... i think what happens is that u know of the particular date.... & then u co-relate urself with that dates incident sub consiously... its NOT that u DONT remember it any other day, jus that the particular day the co relation is pretty strong.... i still DONT believe in dates, my birthday could nt hv been in any other day or the person could hv died any other day, so why the heck does the date become so important. it DOES NT ,,, its jus in the brains tht u start think as the co relation within the days....

imagine, if we were to follow the lunar calender instead of the solar one, the days & dates would hv been completely differrent as compared to the present situation.... but would tht particular date hurt me same as NOW!!!! it would hv, coZ its NOT the day or date tht matters it is jus our sub consious effort to make us co relate stuff to whtever is familiar. So , we hv days were we celebrate stuff tht s happened yrs ago or grouse for tht matter.......

so long!!!!!!!!