scavengers are better!!!

today i went to this ortho place which specializes in equipments and rents them out also etc. they have got just two or three wheelchairs. I needed a wheelchair for my shoot, that should be around 25th - 27th. But these guys were NOT ready to commit if the wheelchair would be available then, it was available NOW!!! so ok we will take one NOW for a week or so, (the rent is something like ten bucks a day) and then we wanted the one wheelchair that had the eXtra rim on the wheel as a support to wheel.... pathetic....

it is so so sad....

is the film really this important.... what if some1 else needs it then... makes you wonder about the whole thing... about as to if one should be making this film only... makes you wonder about film making itself... is all this really this important...

& i was thinking about all this and also simultaneously making sure that i had the wheelchair at my disposal for the shoot.... what s the use of this sort of consciousness anyway...

we had been told before that filmmakers are like scavengers... NOT true... i think scavengers are better...

they say films come out of heart and compassion and blah blah blah... is it????

it is all blah blah only.....